There are times in my life that I look back on and wonder What If??? I’m in that place right now and I wish I knew how to shake it off. I’m sure the lack of sunshine is putting this damper on my moods and because of the gloom outside my mind is allowing me to think of this thing called Regret……..Regret is not healthy and I know this. But it does not stop me from wondering about things that I have no control over. I want answers, answers that I think will make everything ok and will give me the ability to move on?. But will it really.